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issue 1: CARNIVAL

carnival

TAYLOR BYAS
I trusted nothing—not you, not the metal bar
clamped over the hinge of our waists, not even

the employee’s tug-check to ensure we’d live.
Once the door closed, you said Let’s rock

this thing
, hefted your weight to tilt our whistle-
shaped Zipper car in October’s chill. You pitched 

us backwards and we caught the sky mining 
diamonds in its soil. The first orbit was a warm-up, 

the sky and park and ground spliced together 
like a roll of film. On the second lap, you yelled 

And this is where physics kicks in over my screams. 
As we flipped, the carnival’s secrets revealed 

themselves in snippets; the employee’s anxious
grip on the red stop button, the couple 

in the car ahead of us fighting centrifugal force
to align their mouths, the father-daughter pair

behind us mopping tears from the corners
of their eyes. How at the top, the carnival’s lights

spread out around us like a spill before whirring
out of view. How you never took the hand

I offered. As the ride slowed, you fished
under your sweatshirt for your heartbeat, your lips

wind-blasted and splitting, and I hated the ride
for leaving you breathless. The employee 

unlatched our door and lap-bar, said Thank you, 
and come again
as we re-joined the carnival’s 

orchestra, the cocktail of screams mixing 
throughout the park. For the rest of the night--

on the Gravitron, the Drop Tower, the Tilt-
-A-Whirl—gravity pulled us further apart.

Taylor Byas is a 24-year-old Chicago native currently living in Cincinnati, Ohio. She received both a Bachelor's Degree with Honors in English and a Masters in English, Creative Writing from the University of Alabama at Birmingham. She is now a second year PhD student and Yates scholar at the University of Cincinnati. Her work appears or is forthcoming in New Ohio Review, Borderlands Texas Poetry Review, Jellyfish Review, Iron Horse Literary Review, Mineral Lit Mag, Another Chicago Magazine, and others.
this piece was nominated for the 2020 best of the net awards.
perhappened mag 2021 best microfiction winner for on hesitation.
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