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issue 10: DAYDREAM

shenandoah

BAYLINA PU
I have often imagined you in that scene:
weightless. This due to your fairy wings,
which I know exist
because I have never seen behind you.

In those days, we were not of human birth.
Instead we discussed how we hatched
and how the shells clung to us like honey
as we struggled, how our mothers
did not intervene. On this particular morning,
you taught me

how to walk, because I was featherless.
We were by the creek, and you with the sun
in your hair looked just like Shenandoah.
You dragged the limb of peach blossom beside you,
king of small hills,
drawing a line in the dirt for me
to follow.
I remember looking behind me
and seeing hoofprints. It’s okay, you said.
Keep going.

You stopped where the stream funneled
into the lake, that mountain hollow
shimmering red with water flies.
We sat, so close I could not tell
where flesh began, where pelt turned to plumage,
you gripping the branch so tightly I thought
it would gasp for breath: and then
                            you began to dissect.

I watched you,
pulling buds from their sockets,
freeing the petals from their calyx. That slow, relentless
dismemberment. As if
you were simply cleaning the grime
from my face, gentle, humming to me
as you worked
until all the animal was gone,
cleared out of me,
nothing left but body stripped of meaning.

Baylina Pu is a literary editor for the Yale Literary Magazine and the co-creative director of WORD: Performance Poetry at Yale. Her work has been recognized by the National Scholastic Art & Writing Awards, University of Virginia Writer's Eye, Hollins University, and more. You can find her at baylinapu.com.
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